All I really want

This entry's for everyone who's very concerned about the things that are happening to me. To no one in particular i.e., no specific person...


Please accept my decision. It can never be changed. Now that I have already transferred school. All I really want for you is to move on, just as what I have did.

Please forgive me if I'm trying to give up from the start. But I never really gave up; its just that I'm trying to think and look things from a worst case scenario. It prevents me from hurting so much in the end. All I really want for you is to understand me, just as I have understood your point.

Please forgive if I left you guys this way. Believe me, its very painful for me to come up with this decision. All I really want for you is to be happy for me, just as I am trying to be happy for myself.

Please don't pretend that nothing's happened. It may have turned on the way we both don't like, but please, stop from giving me those apathetic eyes. Try not to pretend that you care, don't care, whatever. I could not fathom what you really feel because you are not saying it. And for the nth time, I really hate it. All I really want for you is to be true, just as I have been true to you.

All I really want is that happiness permeates the world we have, though reality suggests the other side...