After all

After all that I've been through, I'm still alive and kicking. This proved that I haven't gave up. I tend to be very weak for the past few months because of what happened to me. My so-called "new life" has given me the chance to contemplate about life as a whole without overlooking or repudiating tiny, salient pieces ... after all, these tiny pieces constitute millions of things that we constantly hate and love.

Of course, to err is human. Albeit we are given this powerful organ in our head, we tend to overlook some things we have considered initially as irrelevant in our supposed to be "destiny" or the path we should take. However, we should, and forever be, thinking about how these things, these minute details of our intricate life can contribute to our existence. Because of our assumptions and frailties, we are submerged into a situation wherein we forget that we should strategize, not just plan for what we are doing next. Because thinking for the next step won't necessarily lead us to a safe or desired track/path. Sometimes, we tend to decide hastily without thinking. And that err is stupidity.

SO, what do I mean with all these prolix ideas? We should never haste about things or decisions in life. We should take life seriously, slowly, and enjoy every day that comes or will come... after all, we can never be like the cats who have these "nine lives" that we could exhaust. Though we could never have an eternal life (as I wish that won't happen), we should just keep on smiling and never lose our faith and connection in HIM... you know what I mean. He helps subtly and blatantly. And that's the funny thing. You are very much cornered by these two aforementioned dimensions. Maybe I lost track because for so many years I have logged off in our connection. I became stupid.

And as the line of an unfamiliar song goes, "and after all that we've been going through,... ( i completely forgot some of the words, hahaha)", I need to recuperate. And now, I'm continuing what I have started months back... A decision I could never undo, unless a genie lamp appears, hahaha... =p