Of pressures in my BSA career (what!)

Ako kasi yung isang taong ginagawa yung isang bagay dahil gusto ko, hindi dahil kailangan kong gawin. Of course there are limitations in a sense na kelangan may responsibilidad kang dapat gampanan...

I'm referring to the BSA life I have now. Pinasok ko siya kasi parang feeling ko bagay siya sa pagkatao ko. But minsan when professors are incessantly telling us, even the "magnificent" section 1 na kailangan super aral. Yes, tama naman sila sa aspeto na yun. Pero hindi naman ibig sabihin na it should handled as a pressure, not a responsibility to be enjoyed fulfilling . Ang pangit kasi ng viewpoint na you're doing and trying to accomplish something because you should do it for what, a reputation? Hindi ba mas maganda at mas rewarding sa sarili na ginagawa mo ang isang task or responsibility because it will be beneficial sa iyo at value-adding sa pagkatao? Hindi ba? Ayoko lang talaga ng ganun...

Yan pa yung isa sa mga dahilan na if ever (I reiterate, if ever lang ha), na makapasok ako sa section 1 ay mag-alangan ako. Ayoko kasi ng environment na you're studying and aming for high grades just because for a superficial reason na you needed to graduate as summa and the like, and to maintain the scholarship and all. Yes, it is very right to do such things because its not in any contravention to any law I know, but wouldn't it be nice na nag-aaral ka because you have the insatiated thirst for knowledge? Di ba mas fulfilling yun?

Ayun, so sa sino mang nakakabasa na BSA dito (AC05201 and AC05202, even higher batches), ponder about it. At tsaka walang pressure kung di ka magpapapressure ayt? Kaya aral for self-growth, not for higher grades, neh? Kahit secondary lang siya, it will suffice :)