5 days of contemplation...

Last week has been a blast for me. It has been one of the toughest weeks in my life. I have been situated into a dilemma wherein I have to think critically, or else, everything fails.

What will you if you have only little time left to be with the ones that you love? What will you do if you should place yourself in a position that will definitely destroy yourself so just everything will fall into place? What will you do?

I have been walking on a very long road. Walking as if this road has no end. Walking as if time and space collided into one and run in a continuum. Walking as if there's no tomorrow. Walking as if there's no goodbye...

I have been thinking so many possible things that might happen. And all, I firmly believe, will definitely hurt me. All, will definitely let me give up something, someone, everyone. Or is it?

I have read a scripture in the Bible, and it states: "Fear not, the Lord will help you". At first, I believed that everything will go on smoothly... I believed that everything would turn out fine, as it definitely should be. But then...

Now, after 5 days of contemplation... still I don't have any firm decision yet... Let's leave it to fate.