Matagal-tagal na din pala...

... Since nung huli akong nagpost dito sa aking nilalangaw na blog... Kasi naisip ko sumunod sa bandwagon nung nasa (thanks to Ching's term) UP Ka-DILIMAN pa ako. Ayun, nag-create naman ako sa Blogspot at gumawa ng multiply... wahaha... Balak ko nga sa ika-100th post ko sa lahat ng blog ko, gagawa ako ng special entry, o well halliwell sana masunod... =p

Kanina sa Accounting, parang feeling ko, yung baked macaroni na kinain ko bitin... Parang na-exhaust dahil sa correction of errors. Ewan, feeling ko talaga dahil sa walang breakfast and I feel lethargic sa classes before Accounting... Hindi kasi masyadong value-adding yung isa, tapos yung isa naman... hayyyyyyy.... T_T.

Pero naintindihan ko yung lesson. Siguro yung energy factor yung nagpa-haggard sa akin. Basta. Hahaha... Kamusta namang quiz yan, error correction, straight problem for 10 points with matching distribution of profits and losses and problems multiple choice? Hahaha. Kelangan maperfect ko (target ang super-pataasin ang GWA, hahaha) at siyempre for validation na naintindihan ko talaga... Hahaha, ang kapal ko, at andito pa talaga ako sa e-lib, nagawa pang magpalipas ng oras... musta naman tayo diyan? And to think na may paper ako due tomorrow. Hahaha. Sige na nga super procastination blues tayo ulet... Bababasahin ko nalang sa sasakyan ang "Footnote to the Youth".

Grabe minsan nabobore na ako sa Accounting... lalo na kapag mahahabang problems. Kailangan ko na ding masanay mag-compute mentally at mabilisan. Kelangan sa CPA boards kasi time-pressured e. Hay, Goodluck sa iyo Jon Macaldo! Hahaha. =p

FA at tax next sem, super basa at advanced reading na. Kinontrata ko na nga si Princess na hihiramin ko yung FA buk nia for advance reading during the sem break, takot akong ma-probi e. Sana nga yung gusto kong prof yung mapunta sa amin. Ang kondisyon niya naman, e turuan ko daw siya sa level B qualifying exam. Musta naman tayo diyan? Hahaha.. Basta accounting, huwag lang LAW. =p

Hay, prelims na next next week, kailangan mag-perform ako ng maayos, para may foundation na ako sa grades diba? O siya, magbabasa na ako ng Literature para naman may magawa akong worthwhile and productive...

Of pressures in my BSA career (what!)

Ako kasi yung isang taong ginagawa yung isang bagay dahil gusto ko, hindi dahil kailangan kong gawin. Of course there are limitations in a sense na kelangan may responsibilidad kang dapat gampanan...

I'm referring to the BSA life I have now. Pinasok ko siya kasi parang feeling ko bagay siya sa pagkatao ko. But minsan when professors are incessantly telling us, even the "magnificent" section 1 na kailangan super aral. Yes, tama naman sila sa aspeto na yun. Pero hindi naman ibig sabihin na it should handled as a pressure, not a responsibility to be enjoyed fulfilling . Ang pangit kasi ng viewpoint na you're doing and trying to accomplish something because you should do it for what, a reputation? Hindi ba mas maganda at mas rewarding sa sarili na ginagawa mo ang isang task or responsibility because it will be beneficial sa iyo at value-adding sa pagkatao? Hindi ba? Ayoko lang talaga ng ganun...

Yan pa yung isa sa mga dahilan na if ever (I reiterate, if ever lang ha), na makapasok ako sa section 1 ay mag-alangan ako. Ayoko kasi ng environment na you're studying and aming for high grades just because for a superficial reason na you needed to graduate as summa and the like, and to maintain the scholarship and all. Yes, it is very right to do such things because its not in any contravention to any law I know, but wouldn't it be nice na nag-aaral ka because you have the insatiated thirst for knowledge? Di ba mas fulfilling yun?

Ayun, so sa sino mang nakakabasa na BSA dito (AC05201 and AC05202, even higher batches), ponder about it. At tsaka walang pressure kung di ka magpapapressure ayt? Kaya aral for self-growth, not for higher grades, neh? Kahit secondary lang siya, it will suffice :)

Hay...

Hindi ko alam, pero bakit may mga taong feeling mo may halaga ka sa kanila pero wala pala? Parang feeling ko tuloy ako lang yung nag-invest emotionally. Ewan, pero sa karamihan ng "inaakala" kong kaibigan ko, ganun yung nararamdaman ko sa kanila. Na parang nag-eexist lang ako sa kanila kung may kailangan sila sa akin, or kung may natext ako sa kanila... after that, wala na... I'm merely a tangible entity to them na parang andiyan lang at tintireat with indifference...

Or maybe ako lang yung ganung mag-isip? Or busy lang sila with their own hectic lives... Pero kahit na, parang feeling ko tuloy since wala na akong appearance sa mga eyes nila I was just treated like a memory in the pensieve na you'll look if you want to recall something... in other words, pag naalala lang..

Hindi naman ako galit, it's just my observation that some people continue to "move on" with their lives and fulfill whatever they want to do, and ika nga nila, set their feet to the journey they want to take... naks keser...

But I miss those people, I miss everything in them. And I still love them.

Hay badtrip!

Parang feeling ko haggard na ako, wala pang formal na start ng classes. Or maybe dahil sa biyahe at super disjunct na schedule (M-S). Hay.

Parang alam mo yun, 9pm pa lang inaantok na ako. Tapos ang sakit pa din ng katawan ko kahit maaga ako natulog. Hay. Next sem sana maging maganda schedule ko, hehe. =p

Hay, dumalaw si Micha nung Wednesday. Nag-inquire siya sa Beda, UST, tska FEU at La Salle. Sana sa Uste xa or FEU para magkasabay kami ng break... para may JPIAn pa din akong kasama =p

O xa, logout muna ako, byers!

Lyrics again

Goodbye Again
Vertical Horizon

I'm on the outside looking in
What do I see
so much of this left to begin
Where would I be
I'm on the outside looking in
Cover me through this night

I guess I don't know what's left to say
Hear me out
All of the dreams of yesterday
keep breaking me down
What's on the outside
can you say?
Am I getting carried away

Chorus
It's in your mind
It's in your eyes
So it's goodbye again
It's way past time
for one last try
So it's goodbye again

Goodbye again...

I'm getting on
what's the use?
You know how I get
I can't decide which is the truth
at least not yet
I got the feeling that it's you
what can be said alone in this room?
And now...

Chorus

Who wants you now?
Maybe somebody else
I'll wait around
Maybe you'll forget
you were never here
Maybe forget
you were never, never, here...

I'm on the outside looking down
What do I see?
So much of this cold in the ground
Where would I be?
I'm on the outside looking down
Cover me before you go...

Chorus

You're falling out
I'm falling in
so it's goodbye again

It's way past time
for one last try
so it's goodbye....

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lyrics

kantang gusto ko ngayon... nakakasenti kasi minsan... naaalala ko yung mga memories in life... :)

Non Believer La Rocca lyrics
Artist: La Rocca
Album: The Truth
Year: 2006


She belongs somewhere else, away from my side
so run with what you got, and chase with what you need
i believe the faithful fell, didn't know their way back
so far away from home, but brother we're not alone
and i promise to climb back up here to you
waiting for this message coming through


is it mine? is it mine?
as she pulls inside
is it mine? is it mine?
how the lights turn white


do you take the non believers/ cause i'm a non believer
she belongs somewhere else, where pain isn't hope
and lives get every chance, not part of every plan
i believe the faithful fell, didn't know their way back
so far away from home, but brother we're not alone


is it mine? is it mine?
as she pulls inside
is it mine? is it mine?
how the lights go white